Your birthday. How you came into the world. That day, This day. How my life changed because of it. I’m ignoring you. I wonder how that feels. I’ve been too busy to care or think about it. This month had been insane: work & travels. A trip to Portland & one to Miami — great times but without Noah. I sometimes feel empty. Trying to make things feel better here — but life gets in the way.
Why do I get jealous of other women? Their lives seem simple & grand. What gets in the way of mine? My job. Summer — how to make time for it. My weekends consumed with showers & weddings. Ugh. When’s it going to end?