I found out on the 10th that I’m having another boy, Noah’s brother. Fitting as I’m reviewing my life of love & how I hurt boys, men. Everything is for Noah now — it’s hard to imagine I will be able to love someone as much as him.
Here’s a video of Noah right before we found out he was having a brother. In the video, he calls the baby his “brother/sister.” Tomorrow, I reflect on having boys instead of girls (who I thought I wanted).