Still just under 30,000 words — close to 29,000, working on LA chapter. Remembering things I had forgotten like the green light Brent & I watched for — which now I won’t forget. The process feels slow now & I doubt it will be done before the baby comes. By year end?
I just keep getting bigger & still 10 weeks to go. Not sure I’m ready. I’m too comfortable now. I’m ready to not be pregnant any more.
Feel down about work right now. Still feel like I care more than them. A drive & desire that’s not there. Sometimes I want to give up. But I love the world, but it might kill me.