21 June 2012

IMG_0214Went to Dr. today — 3 cm 90 % — I feel like I’m contracting more, but not BH like. We scheduled an induction date for July 2 — if the baby doesn’t come on his own before then. It just seems so strange  — this limbo time, knowing life is about to change again.

Noah is crying in the next room and the baby isn’t even here yet. I worry about this change and how it will affect him. For 3 years, he has been my one & only & now my heart will be someone else’s, in love with another human being the way I love him, apparently.

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